Tuesday, April 16
有一種思念 是淡淡的幸福
有一種幸福 是常常的牽掛
有一種牽掛 是遠遠地欣賞
不是所有的夢都能實現
不是所有的話都來得及告訴
不是所有的愛都有結果
有一種聲音 再也不可能回旋
有一個人 再也不會相依相偎
有一雙手 再也握不住 那掌心的溫度
有的東西 即使再喜歡 也不屬於你
有的人 即使再留戀 也注定要放棄
有些機會 因瞬間的猶豫 擦肩而過
有些緣分 因一時的任性 滑落指間
有些感情 因一時的衝動 遺憾一生
有些人 你以為可以見面的
有些事 你以為可以一直繼續的
然而 也許
在你轉身的那個刹那
有些人 你就再也見不到了
當太陽落下
又升起來的時候
一切都變了
一不小心就再也回不去了
有些人 一轉身就是一輩子了
Posted by Isabelle at 7:28 pm
Monday, April 15
Coming back here is like occasionally flipping through a memory catalog, albeit it probably looks like I've lost 2 years of my life somewhere in between. Grown so much more, been through so many emotions, lived through so many events. But at the same time, I'm still the old me, pondering about the same things as I did, coming to this blog only when I'm down and out. Looks like the only outlet that I can count on whenever I needed some quiet.
In the last 2 years, I met a friend, and I lost a friend. Still think of her daily, still wonder if she's doing okay every day. I miss her a lot and I treasure every single thing and detail I have of her, hoping that one day we can be friends again. She sent back all the things she had of me in a brown paper bag, which was so like her to do so. Gave me a last note to say that she'll try, and then erased all her connections to me. Within a day, I was wiped out of her life. It was like I never existed. That hurt a lot, to know that I'll never be a part of her life, and that my memories with her were so readily flushed away.
But she's hurt too, by me. We may never reconcile, but I know a part of me has been taken away by her, never to be found again.
Thank you, my friend. Sometimes I think one of the best parts of my life were spent doing everything and nothing with you.
Posted by Isabelle at 8:11 pm